SMA's Diary

Berharap?

12:26

December 18th, 2015


it's holiday time!

it's so happy to realize that i can enjoy my spare time without any assignments from school
but i have to realize that i only have two months left to study at school.

too briefly, isn't it?

and i must tell you. from many sources I heard before, National Examination for SHS will be due on April 4th until April 6th 2015. Oh God, why it must be held on April? :( maybe they can set the date again so that National Exam will be due not in April. I hope it will be easily to change that.Hmm

....

Let's go back to tha main topic.

Berharap
<Hope>

If I say about hope, i think i have so many, or much hope that i can't tell all.

"aku berharap ada cahaya kecil penuh harapan yang menerangi hari gelapku"
"aku harap ada sebuah tongkat sihir yang bisa mengubahku jadi apa yang aku mau"
"aku harap ada banyak bunga beterbaran, musik klasikal bersenandung, kupu-kupu terbang kesana kemari menghiasi cita citaku kelak"
"aku harap doi menyukaiku"  oke yang satu ini abaikan





ok that's all

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Last year?

20:39

i'm in the last year in senior high school!

i'm so surprised that times goes so fast than I thought
I felt like I was still in the first year, but the fact says NO
and how about now?
Am I ready for UN? 
how about SNMPTN?
SBMPTN?




I just have a few months again, 4 or 5 months exactly, to prepare for the exams.

so, could I do that?
All I must to do from now is study

ok let's study. I hope I can ignore all my hobbies that spend much my valuable time from now. 

i know i'm not good at english, but I'm just a beginner #nawn.-.
ok bye!

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semakin hari semakin sulit

19:54

life is not hard as you think if you try it first - anonymous

 hidup itu tidak sesulit seperti apa yang kamu pikirkan sebelum kamu mencobanya terlebih dahulu.
yes, i know it.
but, i think in this time, it's hard.

mungkin saya saja yang berfikiran negatif
mungkin saya saja yang memikirkannya berlebihan
mungkin saya saja yang kurang open my mind to thinking out of the box

 ini masih setahun lagi
apa? setahun lagi?
apa cukup?
apa bisa?
setelah itu nasib saya akan bagaimana?

saya takut jika saya tidak mampu
saya takut jika saya hanya akan membuat air mata orang tua saya terjatuh
saya takut jika saya tidak punya harapan lagi

19.39
i am sitting on my bed. tapping the keyboard to write this in my laptop
After I had received the result of my mid semester score, i couldn't say anything.
no, it's not because i got many bad scores. i'm grateful
but i just thinking about the major that I will take it later.

mungkin saya salah masuk sekolah?

hm.




let it go.

i still have a time

insya allah

bismillah semangat!

Happiness

happy new year 2015!

10:17

haaii
oke ini sepertinya saya ngepost 6 bulan sekali.
"maafkan aku blog, aku telah membuatmu berdebu, tapi aku takkan biarkan tempat untuknya berdebu" (?) ...



"HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015!"
terima kasih 2014, kau telah membuat perubahan yang cukup besar dan berarti buat saya. walaupun saya sekarang tinggal sendiri dan kadang ditengok sebulan/dua bulan sekali oleh keluarga, kemudian banyak tantangan dan cobaan, tetapi alhamdulillah terimakasih ya Allah di tahun 2014 kemarin saya bisa melewatinya.

dan sekarang 2015. tahun baru, semangat baru dong/?
apa resolusi di tahun 2015? banyaaak. mungkin kalau ditulis disini, bakal panjang banget. pegel. capek. yaudahlahya

jadi saya mau nulis apa ya disini?
...

RESOLUSI 2015
1. semakin taat beribadah kepada Allah SWT, rajin sholat dan ngaji pastinya insya allah amiiin
2. lebih disiplin, mandiri
3. say NO to LAZY
4. study hard
5. be smart, be friendly

that's all








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